跨越框架：在舞台、賽場與人生中，以真實綻放 | 嘉宸 謝 | TEDxNTHU

The speaker begins by reflecting on their past, describing themselves as a "military-owned man" who experienced significant difficulty. They recall a period of intense worry and feeling "weird" due to personal problems, leading them to seek a new path or a place of solace. This search involved exploring different avenues, including relationships with books and ultimately finding a way forward. The narrative then shifts to a personal anecdote about their mother. The speaker recounts an interaction where their mother questioned their appearance, describing them as looking "silly." This comment, though perhaps intended innocently, made the speaker feel "tall" and like a "cloth stellar," experiencing pain. This experience, coupled with fitness conditioning and romantic struggles, led to significant challenges, particularly in a hospital setting. The speaker mentions grappling with their "dynamical" nature and the difficulty of being "normal." A significant turning point occurred when the speaker's mother, upon their return, expressed a desire for a relationship with "chiefs" and prayed for "24-year relationship people." The mother's advice was to "not allow me to help properly report on my own self," a statement that resonated deeply. The speaker's grandmother also offered words of wisdom, suggesting that guilt could be overcome and that people "want to go as well." After surgery, the speaker returned home and felt a strong urge to give their mother some things. They envisioned a future where they could "make my FIFA" and hoped for a "press break" with their brother, where they could ask about each other's well-being. The speaker mentions a sum of 300,000 rubles, suggesting a financial aspect to their past or future plans, but emphasizes that making others feel good was a priority. They describe working hard and engaging in "crazy" activities, implying a period of intense effort and perhaps unconventional pursuits. The speaker then discusses their interest in art and fashion, mentioning a "set of luxuries" and finding inspiration in a particular artist. They express a strong desire to pursue this passion, enjoying the "situation" and the artistic expression. However, a sense of disconnect arises, as the feeling of passion doesn't feel entirely authentic. This leads to introspection about their father's perspective and a movie called "The Songpost," where their father offered advice. The conversation then delves into a broader reflection on self-perception and societal expectations. The speaker expresses anger, feeling that others are "not letting me." They question why they are so angry, attributing it to a desire to be a "good person" and engage in "public business." Their ultimate goal is to become a "leader," to "take a step and take a step and take a step," and to live authentically in the "light of the sun." A significant portion of the transcript explores the speaker's identity and experiences as a transgender individual. They recount being asked a direct question about their "original gender" and how they would approach roles that differ from their assigned sex at birth. A director's advice provided a crucial perspective: "You don't need to have used drugs to play a drug dealer." This encouraged the speaker to believe in their ability to embody diverse characters through their acting skills. They mention a director named Tim Kwanho and a film where their work and experience were central. The speaker discusses a period of feeling lost and uncertain about their path, leading them to connect with an "international university." They describe a moment of intense pleasure and subsidy, feeling a deep connection to their "handling and dot." This experience fueled a desire to focus on their "qualities" and become "stronger." A pivotal moment involves a conversation with a director who observed the speaker for "half a year." This director recognized the speaker's potential, stating, "you spent half of her instead you in the media word? The truth is that you do not crumble." This affirmation reinforced the speaker's belief in their ability to handle challenges and shape their future. The speaker outlines their career progression, moving into the "public sector and companies and corporate business." They describe initiating changes and establishing themselves in the "stage" and "Berlin." A young actor expresses admiration, stating they liked the speaker "now" and looked forward to their situation. This highlights the positive impact the speaker has had on others. The speaker touches upon the complexities of identity, acknowledging the fear of not being "aware of my own." They reflect on the journey of self-discovery and the celebration of their identity. The importance of gratitude for life is emphasized, and the speaker expresses a desire to "rise." They assert that "males are not playing so much" and that they can "fit in as leaders." The value of collaboration and embracing differences is also highlighted. The speaker then recounts an experience playing a "witch" in a movie called "破浪男女." They discuss the challenge of building a "secret" and the surreal nature of the experience, where the entire movie felt "young" or filled with an unfamiliar "sound." This led to a feeling of being in a "strange place." Ultimately, the speaker conveys a message of self-empowerment and resilience. They acknowledge fear but emphasize that "those are your growth and energy. And you can do it." The core message is that one's value is not dependent on external validation but on the ability to "decide your own way." The speaker concludes by expressing belief in their ability to become an "ideal helper" and thanking their audience.